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The Word is the ultimate authority. Last night I had painful thoughts, but now I have searched my motives.
Cosplaying at first glance doesn't glorify God. But it is a joy to exercise the gift of craftsmanship and wear it.
Though I find it enjoyable, I prefer reading, drawing, and music more, and after my first cos I have no plans to make a new one.
Cosplaying at first glance doesn't glorify God. But it is a joy to exercise the gift of craftsmanship and wear it.
Though I find it enjoyable, I prefer reading, drawing, and music more, and after my first cos I have no plans to make a new one.
Unpardonable sin. Maybe?
Alright, this has been at me for months. I don't know if I am already forsaken, or committed the sin unto death (maybe I did, but I wish I am not there), but I just want to get things out.
Alright, I shall tell you about my years of professing as a Christian. Please do note that I refer the word "profession" to an outer sort.
I went to church to get solace for a personal crisis. I was not a genuine seeker; I was looking for a God to soothe my wounds, so based on that I assumed that God is a loving God (note: not what the bible calls loving). I sought to fight for my rights to "believe what I want" under the house (I come from a non-believin
Hebrews 6:4-6
I came across this warning from Hebrews 6:4-6, “For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted the heavenly gift, and have become partakers of the Holy Spirit, and have tasted the good word of God and the powers of the age to come, if they fall away, to renew them again to repentance, since they crucify again for themselves the Son of God, and put Him to an open shame.”
Yikes! I made a profession of faith, I sat under teaching, I visit Christian sites, I see fruit in the lives and testimonies of others, yet my heart is really after carnal things and not Christ! I know more than enough to be saved, but I
More Doubts
When I first attended church for a month, what I knew about the gospel was that Jesus took on the punishment humanity so deserves, how much God loved us despite our sins, and how He has defeated death (I only knew about physical death then) by rising from the dead. I did not really grasp that sin is disobedience towards a holy God, but I felt touched that He sent His son Jesus to die on the cross. All I have to do is to accept Him as Lord and Saviour, I thought. So I went online and looked for the Sinner’s Prayer, and prayed that.
However, I lived on my life with a form of godliness by attending Campus Crusade and its events, but denyi
I am scared!
Recently, I kept googling "False Converts", "False Christians" and "am I truly saved?"
What I saw scared me. I can practically say yes to ninety percent of what I read about false converts. If it were the inverse, I found myself saying no to ninety percent. Beyond acknowledging the Trinity, and the resurrection of Jesus, I searched myself and realised that I failed the other tests (not those novelty quizzes, but something like 2 Corinthians 13:5).
These are some of the sites:
http://www.gotquestions.org/false-conversion.html
http://www.acts17-11.com/christian.html
Now, I shall tell you about the years I spent, those years with head knowl
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Beautiful....I know those painful thoughts, but freedom comes soon after. 
God is good and His word, perfect. 
God is good and His word, perfect.