TamamoMae

Alright, this has been at me for months. I don't know if I am already forsaken, or committed the sin unto death (maybe I did, but I wish I am not there), but I just want to get things out. Alright, I shall tell you about my years of professing as a Christian. Please do note that I refer the word "profession" to an outer sort. I went to church to get solace for a personal crisis. I was not a genuine seeker; I was looking for a God to soothe my wounds, so based on that I assumed that God is a loving God (note: not what the bible calls loving). I sought to fight for my rights to "believe what I want" under the house (I come from a non-believin

I came across this warning from Hebrews 6:4-6, “For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted the heavenly gift, and have become partakers of the Holy Spirit, and have tasted the good word of God and the powers of the age to come, if they fall away, to renew them again to repentance, since they crucify again for themselves the Son of God, and put Him to an open shame.” Yikes! I made a profession of faith, I sat under teaching, I visit Christian sites, I see fruit in the lives and testimonies of others, yet my heart is really after carnal things and not Christ! I know more than enough to be saved, but I